{"id":59,"date":"2012-05-24T02:52:34","date_gmt":"2012-05-24T02:52:34","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/carasthoughts.com\/?p=59"},"modified":"2013-07-01T02:53:20","modified_gmt":"2013-07-01T02:53:20","slug":"the-stare","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/carasthoughts.com\/?p=59","title":{"rendered":"The stare"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><span><span style=\"font-family: Tahoma, serif;\"><span style=\"font-size: small;\">It never fails each time one of the little ones goes to sleep and I have to carry them upstairs, I just stare at their face. Look at the peaceful baby face just sleeping and breathing softly in my arms. I hold them close to my chest and just take their smell in and at that moment I want to drop to my knees and thank God for his gift. I can&#8217;t believe these beautiful, loving, affectionate little beings are ours. Before I place them in the crib I give them another little squeeze, gently kiss them on the head, and tell them how much I love them. Then I QUICKLY tip toe my ass out of there and pray to God they don&#8217;t wake up.<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>It never fails each time one of the little ones goes to sleep and I have to carry them upstairs, I just stare at their face. Look at the peaceful baby face just sleeping and breathing softly in my arms. I hold them close to my chest and just take their smell in and at [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-59","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/carasthoughts.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/59","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/carasthoughts.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/carasthoughts.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/carasthoughts.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/carasthoughts.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=59"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/carasthoughts.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/59\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":60,"href":"http:\/\/carasthoughts.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/59\/revisions\/60"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/carasthoughts.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=59"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/carasthoughts.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=59"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/carasthoughts.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=59"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}