I can sit and stare at you while you sleep and want to hold you. Take in your smell and just be with you. Listen to you breathe and hear your heart beating just to know you are really here growing and becoming little people. When you are awake I see you learn, grow, laugh and play and my heart skips a beat but why do I feel like I need to be a better parent, be more patient? I don’t know why I feel like I’m not fulfilling my motherly duty. I love you more than words can ever say. You have all of me. I’d give my every last breath to you and my world is yours, then why this feeling?